Life is a battle, but as my little mother used to say – “fingering a grip and carrying it out is worse”, so maybe it's easier to keep up with life.
I guess it's a bit lonely, although I always enjoyed myself, so it can be quite one-sided. You probably need to “shut up” with a few people in between. After all, only I myself can do something about it, so tomorrow you have to go to local “wedding” to which you have received an invitation.
“We must have love, but never so little.”